Soiree, NTU TOC, weekend

Posted by Ethan

Hi all! Julian is talking to me over msn while I am writing dis post. Lol. If it gets too crappy, u'll noe why. Haha. Basically, this post is to update on the activities i've been involved in for the past 2 days, and the coming weekend.

Thursday: Soiree
What's that? It's some college activity, that involves music. Went their with Vivian, and had fun! the atmosphere was not bad, all of us got very high. Thanx Vivian. =) took the chips home and dunno wat to do with it. Lol. the event ended at 9 plus, den side gate was locked, so we had to exit by the main gate. Thanx to Vivian, we walked in a big circle to reached the side gate. Haha.

Friday: NTU TOC( Taekwondo Open Championships)
My team got 7th for the Koryo Poomsae Section. Lol. not a very decent placing, but at least it was an improvement. Some of the J1s came on their own from school to NTU to support us. So damn touched lah. Travelled all the way from Pasir Ris to Boon Lay. Vivian, thanx for the strepsils. Lol. ( i was not feeling well. sore throat, headache, fever, blocked nose)

Saturday: The most sian day
Gonna have a haircut and do homework at home. zzz.

Sunday: The long awaited
Finally, the guys are gonna meet up and chill. ( referring to Skythe, Julian and me). Plan to go to Cineleisure, watch movie, eat SUBWAY. Hope to win the Car from the scratchcard. Den we can sell the car, to make purchase for new instuments. muahahaha. Perhaps one of us could update more on wat happened on the outing after sunday. Get ready for pics. LOL.

Many ppl come and go in our life, but those who stay are those who care for us. Skythe and Julian, you two are always here for me. Thanx a lot. I still find our occurence rather unbelievable. I guess pals are what we're meant to be. =) let's rock on!

Ethan a.k.a. Cheng Yi ~ Guitarist

Chinese New Year Gathering at Ethan's

Posted by Ethan

Hi ppl, it's me again. I just realised that I've forgotten to post on the CNY gathering at my house on the third day of CNY. Haha. That day, Jerilyne invited her frens and I've invited mine to our place. Of course, Sacrifar was present =)

Played BlackJack and had steamboat for dinner. Kinda weird, cos our frens dun really noe Skythe, YY and Julian. But nonetheless, we had fun! That's what really matters. We're all damn poorly dressed then, but decided to have a photo taken at my lift lobby to mark this special occassion. Lol.
Anw, was just back from my College Annual Road Race. Saw Vivian in this really retarded outfit. Lol. Btw, Vivian, i'm commenting on ur outfit, not u. Dun get offended. =)

Ethan a.k.a. Cheng Yi ~ Guitarist

Bad Weekend?

Posted by JuLian

wow, its definitely a bad weekend as i'll be going back to camp! due to some reasons of cos! zzz

Due to my laziness, theres several things i've yet to update. I've been to sentosa last weekend and got myself sunburned =( 
but i'm almost recovered from the burns already!

Btw, woo! i've celebrated a loney valentine's day again! err.. for the past 21 years already? lol i dun really looking forward for the next one i guess.. haha!

Coming weekend can be only be summerized by this word, "HAIZ"!

Really hope i can look forward for the next weekend! =S
Oh, btw i've created my facebook! like finally? lol.. feel free to add me there!


Julian's quote of the day : "Trust the people who are making the tough decisions. Those in power know things."


Julian a.k.a. Hong Quan ~ Keyboardist

I'm gonna move on

Posted by Ethan

Hi ppl, haven't posted for quite sometime. Was kinda busy with school work and stuff. Btw, the purpose of this post is to publish my new composition. Haha. Yup. Another one. Here it goes =)

Can't get Enough of Our Past
Composer: Ethan

Verse 1:
Should I be sleeping~
(Cos I~) Shouldn't be crying~
(Tonight) I am alone here in my room,
Thinkin' Bout you

Pre-Chorus:
You said twas not possible
For our future to be, like that of the past( woah-woo-yeah)
I was determined to wait
But presently, things are changin' fast
Cos I've

Chorus:
Moved on~
To a better place~
To a place where I would spend the rest of my days~
And i won't
Hold on~
To the things you've said~
Cos these words don't mean, anything to me now~
That I've moved on~

In case anyone was wondering what was my point, i'm gonna put it in simpler terms. I GIVE UP!
Not gonna hold on the the past, but gonna be strong and move on. I've realised that it was pointless for me to hold on to a heart that wouldn't find it's way back. I'm no longer gonna be a fool and stand by you. Don't you get it wrong girl. I'm not mad at you, but just frustrated by how stupid I was, hoping the things would take a turn and change for the better. I was wrong, I've learnt from my mistake. The last thing i want to say is that i didn't regret loving you in the past. We've outgrown ourselves and let's be mature. I think we'd be better off staying as friends. I noe that's what you want.

Anw, here's an announcement to Sacrifar, Band Meeting on 130309. Attendance is COMPULSORY. If dun wanna come, go polyclinic to 'kheng' and get MC ok? Lol.

Sacrifar the new beginning, till the very end.

Legend:
twas - abbreviation for 'it was'
kheng - pretend to be unwell

Ethan a.k.a. Cheng Yi ~ Guitarist

New environment, new friends!

Posted by Jerilyne

Hey people! It's been a long time since i last posted. I've been busy with things happening in school. Anyway i got my results, like long time ago. Didn't do as i expected, but I've taken my stride and used that setback as a motivation to do well in A levels. I was posted to my second choice TPJC, but appealed to NYJC. Spent the first four day at TPJC, learnt college song and more. Had many many many loooong talks in the hall throughout the days. Then lectures followed.

By the way, I'm in the science course and my subject combination is H2 Physics, Maths, Economics, H1 Chemistry. I'm not so smart unlike those who take 4 H2. I think i won't be able to cope if i took that. But to those who took that, all the best! ( As in seriously, not being sarcastic here ). Alright back to the picture.

And so TPJC life went on as usual. Woke up at 6 am and took the bus or rather buses at 6.30 am. 136-27-81 were the buses i take and had to change to everyday, which was SOOOOO troublesome and time consuming! But luckily, luck was on my side. My appeal to NYJC was successful!!!! And so i joined them on Friday. I missed out quite a lot of lectures already. Have to catch up really soon! =)

Then today orientation started, and i found out that my class consists of many different type of people. There are the quiet ones, the sociable ones, the funny ones, the sporting ones, the good at singing one, the nice ones, and the always smiling ones. We have a total of 25 people, with only 9 girls! Which means that every activity there will be an odd one out! But that's not my point. The point is that it's so fun, especially the mass dance and cheering! Though it's difficult to remember, the words and moves, but it's kind of cool.

Tomorrow will be a day to look forward to, a trip to Sentosa. The whole of JC1 will be going, so Sentosa be prepared to be OVERCROWDED WITH NYJCians !!!!!!


Jerilyne a.k.a Mei Yi ~ Bassist

Numbing Myself

Posted by Ethan

I'm sure, that if u're a continual reader of this blog, u might have noticed that i was going through relationship problems. I'm still holding on to the past, when i know that nothing would probably come out of it. Kinda hard to control ur feelings isn't it? That time when we broke up, twas probably cos i didn't treasure her enough. But even by doing so now, it seemed a little too late to salvage this relationship that has been long lost, and abandoned.

I feel so lost without her by my side. Things gets worse, when i'm alone in my room(i currently am), when it feels so empty without her. This feeling of emptiness, loneliness, one wouldn't have, unless he have gone through it himself. I couldn't do anything, as my mind was filled with her images. Taking my A's dis year, and i soon realised that if it continued, i'd be jeopardising my future. Rather than holding onto something so flimsy and uncertain, i should direct myself towards academic progress.

So, what have i planned? I have already tried to not to contact her as often as i could. until a point in which i could not help but to sms her. I tried to get her off my mind and focus on my work. It worked to a limited extent. Our beautiful memories, i remember vividly. Using studies to distract me from her, works from time to time, but not always. Even when we're together in the past, i said " i miss you", cos i thought that, some cajoling might make her feel happier. But what's the point in saying that when i'm missing her? The current situation is that, I really miss her, and wish her back by my side. If given the opportunity, i'd say to her from the bottom of my heart; "I miss you". As the saying goes, what goes around comes around. I've gotta admit that i was a jerk when it comes to relationships. Didn't treasure my partners, and relationships ended cos i was unfaithful. From some people's point of view, they would say that i deserved it.

My first relationship began on 220105, ended on 041005.
My second relationship started on the same day i broke up with my first, on 041005. Cant remember when it ended. probably around april 07. Reason being, i fell in love with her( the same one im talking about in this blog).
My third relationship started on 280407, ended on 300708. Yup. Two days before we broke up, we were celebrating our 15th monthsary.
Before her, i didn't know the importance of being faithful in a realtionship. Neither did i try to hold on to anyone that i liked before.

But now, i'm holding on to memories. She wouldn't return to me, but i'll wait for her. Be there for her. Stupid as it might sound, I find this relationship to be the most special to me. I still believe that one fine day, we would embrace each other again. I dunno wat gave me that idea, but my intuition tells me that, she's the one for me. She's the one that i've ever loved so deeply. Most deeply in fact.

I'm not gonna give u up. We haven't been to Israel, and done so many other things together yet.

Ethan a.k.a. Cheng Yi ~ Guitarist